School as usual today. Was a little late and had to rush people to write birthday wishes for Patrine in a card, without her realizing. Was tough.. Mathematics, did work, drew graphs. Then, double P.E. Did some running before playing Captain's Ball. Then, did exercises to train our leg, arm and stomach muscles. Rotated from Inclined Pull-Up to Sit-Up to Skipping to the gym. Then, History. Copied notes as usual. Recess, celebrated Patrine's birthday and ate some cake. Then, back to class with Fenna. Next, English. Did more work(I forgot what). Then, Science. Slacked.. After school, went to the Music Room with Patrine and SingYing. Met up with Ingrid, Jolene and Samantha. Headed to the canteen while holding Jolene's hand and going highhhhhh. Didn't eat, accompanied the 3 ladies and sat beside ZhengYu, Jarell and the rest of the dudes. He walked by and when I looked up, he was smiling with his mouth open. Completely stunned and looked down. Shouted, "Can I die?!" and walked away. Bought a notebook and headed back, he was gone.. (...)
Then, back to Music Room and headed to our classrooms after changing. Got whacked by Jolene and Samantha until my back hurt like fuck.. Then, ErHu practice as normal. Teacher pms-ed again. Ingrid showed me her class photos, he had the horny face in the fish-eye effect photo. xD And he looked really funny in the formal and informal one. :P Saw Vanessa, talked to her and Joyomitro and went back to class after going to the bookshop with Ingrid. Got whacked by Samantha again... Then..waited for Ingrid and headed to the Music Room after practice ended for a briefing about the Racial Harmony Day performance. To be held on 21/7. :| And it's only to be attended by the Sec1s and 2s, upper secondary are welcome, but doubtful that they'd come. FUCK MAN, I PRACTICED SO HARD WANTING HIM TO SEE ME PERFORM AND THIS HAPPENS. -.-
Today was the first time ever, in 38 days after our break-up, that I got so close to you. Because all the time, I'd look at you from afar. Marking your class attendance, being at P.E, outside the D&T room, having fun with your friends and laughing so happily.. You were directly in front of me, we were only one bench apart. But I didn't dare look up for more than 5 seconds after realizing it was you. I couldn't bear to.. I'm sorry for today, sorry for saying that I wanted to die after seeing you. You'd obviously realize that I was talking about you and avoided me, right? I don't know anymore.. I'm sorry I said those words.., but words can't be taken back...
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