I'm practically a holiday virgin. Y'know.., sometimes I get jealous when I see couples going out to places on Valentine's Day, Christmas and New Year's Eve and being able to celebrate and welcome the new year with their other half. But then again, it frightens me so at how fragile a relationship can be when both parties are afraid that the opposition might request a breakup. For once, I just want someone to be there and give me surprises once in a while, make me handmade stuffs and give them as a present. Like how Ziegler did; he made a whole video of 10 minutes which took him both time and effort of 3 whole days, for his girl on his anniversary today. I just want someone to celebrate events with me and be able to remember them for the rest of their lives. I just want someone by my side, I just want you. I thought of spending my birthday this year with you, especially when it would've been our 5th monthsary on 16 September. But sadly, we didn't make it to even the second monthsary. So...secretly, I just hope there'd be something more special this year. And I just hope that I'd have someone, a guy, to spend it with this year. A boyfriend. Or rather, you.
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