Saw you in school today when I was rushing in and headed to the canteen with YingLing 'cause I was running late. Danced the community walk dance, entertained by Azmi, as always. Headed to the P.E Leaders' meeting for those who have helped out at the ASG(ASEAN School Games) Competition'11. Tea-ceremony on Monday, I get to skip Chinese Orchestra and go to Nanyang Polytechnic. Wow. o.o So yeah. First period, Mathematics. Did work on some equations of names that I completely forgot. Lol. Next, double P.E. Got disiao-ed by YangZhi and he stepped on my shoe, nearly tripped. -.- Got the box, ended up, wasted effort. Went to do some exercises at the field, tucked in my P.E shirt and pretended to be a good student and made the rest do the same(out of fun, surprisingly they did.), played along with them and did the Let's Build Community dance. Second half, played Captain's Ball and didn't get to see you.. Hid in the shelter and the ball rolled over and passed it to my team. Lol. Helped out I guess. Then, dismissed.
History. Continued some of my Maths before starting to copy down the notes. After, Recess. Queued up for damn long before getting to buy my food and ate last. Had Patrine, Sy and YingLing wait for me while they kept laughing and saying I looked cute(wtf? ._.). Back to class and looked up to see you, but got shoved in by YingLing. Next, English. Did edits to the Gobi Desert information and just slacked around. Next, Science. Slacked, obviously, did my Mathematics before the bell for dismissal went off. Waited for Mr.Sugu and Miss Yap to get to class before they gave the community walk shirts, but turned out, had to give it back anyways. -.- Rushed to the AVA room with YangZhi and ZhiCheng and sat with Adibah. Saw ChinMing, Colin, WenXiang, Jordan and Kieran. Teamed up in groups of 8, the whole of 2E2, 2T2's Valerie and some other Tamil girl. Didn't get to see you again.. (...) Got our community shirts before I rushed off and headed to 3T2 for Chinese Orchestra's farewell party for 4E, 4N, 4T, and 5Ns. Got to see Rachel and Geraldine and all the rest. ^^ Ate Hawaiian pizza and got to slack around talking to Ingrid, Rachel and the rest. ♥!
JingHui and Kiefer rushed in after that, only to get to drink blueberry tea. Then, they rushed off to go for their F&N coursework. ): Then, Rachel headed off after that, said goodbye. Headed for practice, halfway through, saw you and paused there completely. Jolene caught me and called out for your name, and just stayed there until Miss Ng told me to go off. She asked about you, who you were and how you were related to me. I didn't dare to say a word and just said you were my friend. But now, I know, we're not even friends. But deep down, you should know, it wasn't supposed to have ended this way. It wasn't even suppose to have ended.. Practiced, teacher pms-ed as always. Nathaniel left at 3 and I kept moving from place to place and talked to Ingrid while sitting beside her and SingYing. Disturbed WanKang. LOL. Saw Joyomitro at the canteen, foyer and outside ErHu's practice room. (: And Ted, working hard as an NCC cadet. But I didn't get to see you.. Saw Hafizah and she said hi, ate noodles while sitting beside Jolene Tan and headed back to class for practice. Met Ingrid halfway. Practiced, then waited for Ingrid and back to Music storeroom before going off and saying bye to SingYing, Patrine, Jolene and Ingrid. ♥ Met Winny halfway through, Jordan and Huishan. Said hi but he ignored. -.- Went off, back home. Slept until 10.30.
I hope your Chinese would improve, hope you'd put in the effort to do your best. Because, you do know, there's nothing unachievable when you do your best. You know it. Just hope I'd get to see you on Sunday.. Honestly, I just need a second chance to make it right, just one more chance..
I had this really weird thing that went on last night. I was thinking about the next person I would've tried to crush on if I ever do get over you. Later that night, while I was asleep and hugging the babypooh that represented you, I dreamt of him. But it wasn't pleasant; it was a nightmare. But it's rather stupid. You might not want to see but..yeah. I'd still type it out. Skipping the details, etc etc. Then, I woke up, and was practically at the brim of tears. I hugged the pooh, and I had this really bad feeling for the whole day and even now. I'm scared..
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