Rumors, lies, truths, denials.

When I'm with you, I'm someone else. Someone, more like myself.

School as usual. Double English, had an English test and fell asleep. I think I snored. Then, Mother Tongue. Another test. -.- After that, Mathematics. Did more work on the graphs before heading for Recess. Ate with the normal group and waited and walked with Fenna and her buddy. After that, Science. Had ANOTHER test. =.= Sick of this. Then, double Design&Technology. Did work on the isometric stuff, bored tothemax. Last, Pastoral Care. Planned on stuff, had to have some sort of debate with Miss Yap and the rest of the class.

School ended, went with Fenna and YingLing to Novena. Had milk tea and cheese fries. ;) Then, went back to class and saw majority of the ERP pupils arrived already. .__. And Irene Ng. Did work, etc etc. Went home after talking to Irene Ng, YingLing and Fenna. Saw JiaWei and Alvin at the basketball court. Went to Popular and saw people like Agnes and the other juniors, and also a few Bartley pupils. Stared at me as if I owed them something. Wtf max, wanted to just go up to them and slap them. -.-


I didn't get to see you today, except at the Parade Square. You still look like your normal self, marking the attendance, working hard in life. I don't know about you but..I miss you. So much. I miss smiling whenever I thought of you. I miss texting you. I miss talking to you and not paying attention in class and getting scolded/warned by the teachers. I miss having fun with you. I think I'm beginning to understand, how you felt when you said you were all alone in this life and how you just wanted my everything. I think I'm realizing, what it means to be alone and to stand up for yourself in life now. Maybe I'm growing up. Maybe I'm still a child. Maybe...I'm still not worth you.

Your D&T teacher commented on your status, saying, "BTW wat actually happen to ur hair, so revolutionary...XD gf ditched u?" so freely. But you did break up, you dumped me. And I can't stand it, I can't stand how people always say they want to break up in the end. You and Ted. Everyone. I can't stand being alone, it just hurts. I don't want to, one day, have nowhere to go..