You can't get back those you've lost. Think about what you still have.

I miss you. I thought I was okay but I’m not. I’m still not okay. No, I’m not over you. I still can’t walk away. I’m still holding on to that piece of you that I gave, my heart. I feel like I’m dangling from a cliff and I’m going to fall. And no one will catch me. You hurt me. You broke me. You took everything, and I have nothing left. I don’t love anyone anymore. I can’t say it, I can’t even write it. That’s how hard you hurt me. I thought you loved me.. but you didn’t. If you loved me you wouldn’t have walked away. You left me standing there on my own. I needed you, and you were nowhere to be found. Everywhere I looked you were never there. I’m starting to have dreams about you again. I wake up thinking about you and I fall asleep thinking about you. I don’t know how you can just do that to someone.

I just don’t understand. Are you pretending? Or are you really happy? It hurts to see how fast you moved on. I still can’t. Even if I have him, he’ll never replace you. No one can. I thought what we had was real but I fell so hard that I didn’t realize I was walking on thin ice with you. You got to save yourself while I fell and you didn’t come back to help. I waited there for you to come. You never came. You said you’d always be there but you're not. You left. You pushed me away. Without a single word. Without a single goodbye. “I’m not going to say that I can’t live without you because I know I can live without you but it just won’t be the same” , I told you this. You remember, my words probably echo in your head. And now I’m watching it come true.

I can’t hear music because it reminds me of you. I can’t sleep because you haunt my dreams. I can’t even go to some places because they remind me of you. This city reminds me of you. All I want to do is get away. I was stupid enough to fall for a girl. I should have listened when everyone warned me to stop. That you would hurt me. I stayed even when you said you were hurting me because you couldn’t choose. I loved you that much. But in the end you just left. So how could you do this to me? I don’t know how your doing. I don’t know how your life is now and how you get by without me there. But one thing I do hope is that your happy. Happy with your decision. Happy for what you did to me. And happy enough to forget me.

- Tumblr, Life Confessions.