Exhausted.

^ For the photo above, yes that's me in my specs, at night, and yes I'm in the toilet. Get over it. ._.

So...yeah. Finally decided to update for today. Super duper tired today right now and I don't even know why, but I know I cried just now for nothing and I felt very scared of idk-what-either. Feel so retarded right now. Just, suddenly cried, wtf? So yeah. Woke up today and headed to some place at Toa Payoh Central, outside Courts, and prayed for family and stuffs. But in the end, guess what, the only motive my parents had for going there was to get the goodies. W T F. Cheapskate 'til this extent?

Furthermore, after that, they went to Courts. And they were looking at television sets. The expensive ones at that. -.- And my brother kept talking to them and the salesperson kept recommending television sets to us and I was walking all over the place. I found a pair of earpiece I wanted, and I asked mummy if she'd let me buy it. Guess what: STRAIGHT REJECTED. Fuck seriously. Willing to buy a television set for god-knows-why when the television at home's just fine, also unwilling to buy earpiece? -.-

Drifted off in thinking about him, as always. Scolded myself and nearly slapped myself, clawed myself until my arm's red just to stop myself from thinking of him. Oh god, overreactive right? Zzz, stupid me. Tests tomorrow, I haven't even studied. Literature, Science, Chinese. Prepared to die I guess, fuck. Haiz. But honestly I still wonder why I was so scared. Over what? I don't know. Tsktsktsk, YiLin, you really mental alrdy. Get a hold of yourself you stupid girl.