Fantasies.

I still remember how you used to promise me things. I still remember you telling me that you wanted to marry me one day and telling me a story when I asked you to tell me a bedtime story. It was really short and it didn't look like it meant much to a third party, but to me, it was what made me happy and I really felt like I had you in my arms. I still remember you telling me that you wanted to go out with me someday, I still remember you telling me you wanted to hug me for god-knows-how-long before letting go, after the examinations' period. I still remember how you used to tell me I'd never lose you. I still remember you promising you'd never break me. But, you did.. You left. Forever...

It's Monday tomorrow. I fell out with Singying and Patrine knows about it. Fenna doesn't, and Fenna doesn't even know that Sy's ignoring her and she's still treating Sy as her best friend. I'm just afraid that...she'd get hurt in the end. Also...both our classes will be having P.E first thing in the morning tomorrow. I'm scared, scared that I'd see you and break down. I don't know.. *sigh.

Every night I just kept thinking, wouldn’t it be nicer if I could sleep in your warm hug ? Wouldn’t it be great when I wake up early in the morning to get your warmest and gentle kiss ? But every thing is I WISH.