The title's random- I found it on my friend's status and found it meaningful. So yeah.
Well...I saw you marking your class' attendance today, you were in your uniform while the rest was in P.E. It rained before your P.E and I prayed that you didn't play in the rain or anything, and that you won't get sick. I hope you won't, if you did. Then...well..I met you and walked past you today, too. While you were with Joey and some other girl I couldn't really see. I caught a glance of you while walking behind Patrine, SingYing and Abigail, then shoved my head down and walked pass. I looked up a little but didn't look at you, and I felt the atmosphere feeling dead.
Everything just stopped, I heard nothing. I looked back but didn't see you looking.. So...after that, I went to the canteen and SingYing caught me crying. Talked to Edwin and went to the Auditions and Patrine and Abigail just rushed in and onto the chair. I followed. I saw you looking at my direction, but I'm not sure if you looked at me. Rajid, Aaron, Joyce, JunCheng, Ted, Karl and Alvin performed. Ted and Karl made it into the real performance, so did your group.
I didn't watch though, I left halfway because I was scared of staying behind because my friends have already left, and I was afraid of being alone, even though Hafizah was there. Went to the basketball court and ended up playing with Patrine, SingYing, Fenna, Abigail, Edwin, Jiawei, Anand, JLang, JiHyo, Alvin, Gaofeng, WanKang and Ryan. Edwin lost his temper at Jiawei and JiHyo. Noble side of his. (Y) Quite cool. :x
I got kicked out of the cheer team of our class for National Day, just because I took a longer time to understand the dance moves than the rest, and that I was more stiff than the rest. Just because of that, they didn't want me to dance. I wanted to help, but they rejected me. I felt horrible, I still do. And I just hope someone would notice how I feel right now and just help or talk to me. I just wish you were still here, so badly..
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