It was all over before I knew.

I talked to you. Honestly, I wish I could have talked to you a little longer.. But...I didn't want to bother you.

I'm amazed at how you could pretend and talk as if nothing had ever happened between us. Amazed at how fast you got over it. All the more, surprised and already realized that you were long over this. Amazed at how stupid I am to continue holding on. They're all just empty memories, they no longer have their meaning. I didn't know what to say, and you figured that out, saying: "You don't know what to talk to me about isit? It's fine, just talk normally." I didn't dare ask much, and I only asked the basics. I didn't dare venture further down and into your circle of friends or anything. Just wanted to avoid all the awkwardness even though I already created the awkwardness by not figuring out what to say. I guess it's been put across now, what you want. I guess we're just back to friends.. I just..really miss you...