School as usual. Funfit duty with the P.E Leaders, saw you at the parade square from the street soccer court. Said hi to ChinMing and was talking to Joyomitro and Azman while the sec3s played basketball while sec2s played badminton. Went off after that and free period for Literature. History next, wrote notes. Double Science, headed to the Science Lab and received a text from Ted. Starting chatting all the way and Patrine told me stuffs about you that were told to her by Alvin. Recess, slacked.
CME, free period. Double Maths, had to do a test and I screwed up big time. Overall score was 50, 13 marks fly. -.- Mother Tongue, had to do newspaper article but I was lazy. Promised to pass it up by the end of today but I'm already home so...oops. :X After that, went to Square2 with Patrine, Fenna, Abigail, Sabine and FanXing. Saw Sandra, Wenxiang, Malvis and Jeremy. Also saw Amani's older sister at KFC. Ate cheese fries with Patrine and paid for FX's meal, it's his second last day with us..
Went back to school and I saw the soccer dudes. After a while, you came out. Started cursing and ran away and to the parade square. Broke down and started crying in class and punched the door really hard. Drew Sizuru for the class decoration with the girls. :/ Cried like shit..
I heard, that when we were together, you used to suddenly call out for my name in class. I heard, that you once asked how I looked like 'cause you haven't really seen me before. Alvin heard you call my name once, and he was laughing when he heard. I don't know how far you sat from him but if he heard it, it must've been pretty loud.. Haha. I saw you at soccer practice today. You were with Juztin, as always. And this time..I saw you up close, in your soccer attire. And guess what? Your shirt number was 16.
Well...even after I went off with my friends, you were still there. I was waiting for my ride so I just waited there.. Walked down the road with Hiran for a while, and I wanted you to see. I wanted you to get jealous. But you didn't care.. So I just decided to slack there for a while. Passed by Ieqah and Jinghui, too. And, well...I guess I'm just really annoying, aren't I? Just so clingy and stupid and foolish. Abigail and Sabine told me that I could find a better guy than you, but I'm sure I won't ever trust again. Because.., there's just no one in this world who made me feel this much, more than you. Ozs, I love you. A lot.
I just hope..I'd get to say hi again. Just hope that we could be friends again. But it's pointless, hopeless..
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