Monday Blues.

Woke up, went to school. Had to listen to Miss Chamb talk again for morning assembly.. Then, P.E. I was playing at the basketball court with Sy and Patrine and shouting away like some maniac while I was scolding Jiawei for snatching our court. You were at the soccer court and you were having fun with your friends. Tried to ignore you but Patrine told me you looked this way. :'/ It's been on my mind since that moment.. Then, double Mother Tongue. Did CL test, died. Halfway through, it rained very heavily. Hope you didn't play in the rain.. >< Then, D&T. Teacher selected my work to show the class, xiasuey max. It was a swallow, a heart and puzzle pieces, designs for the buzz wire game's wire.

And then...Recess. Didn't eat and was slacking with Patrine, Sy and Fenna. After that, double Art. Slacked at the first period but decided to get my lazy ass working and started drawing. Then, Science. Got back my test results- 14/27. I PASSED GOD DAMN IT FUCK I PASSED WOOHOOOOO. (Y) <-- overreaction. Then, History. Copied notes, learnt about who started World War II and who ended it. Assembly, had to plan about the notice board design. Next week's to discuss about the subject combinations for Sec3. :/

Chinese Orchestra next. Headed to the Music Room and saw you wheeling Hongwei again, after going back up to the second level. You were with Anand and the others.. Ingrid and Jolene talked to you, I was behind them. I was looking at you from behind and I finally had the guts to wave to you with a smile. It took so hard..but you didn't give a fuck . You just continued talking and then you walked away.. Felt fucking moody throughout and Ingrid told me some stuffs, which just further proves that your feelings have faded long ago. Or maybe..they were never there. Got disiao-ed by the conductor, practiced for 0109's performance. Ingrid got pissed off by people.. ;(


Ingrid, if you see this...well, haha, sorry I couldn't say this to you in person, I wouldn't dare to, so, yeah...:

Don't get to pissed off with people alright, they're not worth your time. Next time, when people like him throw stuffs at you when it's not even yours, just leave it. And don't get angry, mushroom cap will turn from red to white. xD And...you're not a horrible leader. In fact, I think you've been the best chairman. We've seen your efforts. Or at least, I have. I've seen how much you're trying to be able to lead the whole orchestra and I believe it's a very tough job.

But don't worry, just another year and you'll be able to get out of this shithole. I may not be able to help at all and quarrel with you just like I did today(because of the counting of the Erhu members), but trust me, at the end of the day, I'll always try my very best to help you out. And because of this very reason, I decided to join the committee to help you out. I know my joining won't help much and would most probably cause more problems, but at least I'll give it a try.

You'll support me, right? :) I love you Ingrid, so don't ever get angry anymore. To tell you the truth, I got kinda' scared. :X Haha. So yup, I'll try to talk to Miss Ng to see if I could help you out in any way. Until next time then, bye!