Unappreciated.

Sometimes, I really hate everyone in my class. They all annoy me at some point in time and I just feel like ignoring them and slapping them if they come near me. But recently I've tried to ignore those feelings. After ignoring, I'd feel devoid of emotions, like some part of me is missing. My feelings, I guess. And to tell you the truth, I'm tired of fighting. Tired of quarrels and falling out with friends.

I never did want YingLing to leave now that I think about it, but she did. And at that time, I was so fed up that I just concluded that I hate her and our clique shouldn't accept her back. It's her birthday tomorrow, and I bet she won't expect us giving her a gift. In fact, I don't even have a gift for her. I feel horrible, y'know that feeling?

I'm tired of my classmates not getting along just because of minor quarrels and small misunderstandings that were left unsolved that soon mounted into huge problems and major communication breakdown. It just sucks. I just want everyone to have peace, is it that hard? I know, even I don't get along with everyone with the class, in fact, I don't think I get along with anyone in the class.

But at least, I'm neutral with them. I no longer pick fights with the guys nor get picky about who to befriend and who to ignore among the girls. I'm no longer that girl and I've tried very hard to salvage our class bond. But I can't do it alone.. All I can do is type, all I can do is whine. Yeah, I'm good at whining. In fact, it's the only thing I can do. I just need a miracle, I just want everyone to be together again.. Or at least just..stop quarreling...

So...I bought a camera from Gibston. Nikon COOLPIX L23. It's quite nice, and I've taken quite a few photos with it. And, of course, been camwhoring. <.< Lol. So yeah, it's quite nice, and I like the quality of the photos. ^.^ Back to work- drawing Kotori Kanbe for my dear daughter Singying, and I feel like dying.