I saw you today walking out of the canteen. I looked and saw Juztin and a glance of you, but I didn't exactly see you. After that, I heard from someone that you were the one who planned the seating arrangement. I was told that you put the ones that you liked, closer to you while the rest whom you hated, away and as far away from you as possible. I heard that you put this girl called YeeHuan beside you and you guys kept talking to each other, ehs. Funny how when, at the Student Council-EXCO voting period, people would think it's me just because her name's similar to mine when pronounced, yet it's only just the first two syllables.
Honestly I don't have a clue why you do this, but I'm not planning to figure it out. Just hope you'd think of me once in a while and think, "Damn. I miss her." or something. I hope I still matter to you somewhere deep down in your heart, but I won't ever know. It's pointless, what I'm doing. Especially when I know you wouldn't read this blog, unless you still care. But, I won't know. I've been bottling up all my emotions recently; been keeping it all inside even though you're all I think about. All my work that I've done so far was motivated by you, because you're not only my crush, you're also a model student that I'd want to follow. I not only love you, I admire you. Everything about you. All my drawings, schoolwork, physical activities, everything..
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