So...sorry for not updating :/ Recently, some stuff's been on my mind.
ZS is sick, I had FunFit camp.
So yeah...he was down with high fever on Thursday and Friday, last two days of school. Missed him fucking much and didn't get him to cheer me up for my results because I know it's just going to make him more depressed and disappointed with me. And like, yeah. I had to write 200 lines of punishment for Miss Ng, but ended up writing 105 only. Bet I'll face more punishment when school reopens, or when she calls out for my name during ChineseOrchestra. (...)
So like yeah. Went for the camp...
Day 1: Attended the camp with Justin Joyomitro, ChinMing, ZhengYu, JustinPang, ZongXiang, Hendra, KaiXuan, Hafizah, and myself. Had lunch with Joyomitro and ChinMing before heading to the I&E Room for briefing. Planned the dance with them and Julian Lee, played games etc etc. Had Ice-breakers for a start, played Whacko. Kinda' boring... Got to know some people there, hung with the girls; Era, Kimberly, Shahira and Jasmine, together with Hafizah and Nabilah. Awesome people.
Then, did all sorts of stuff before dinner(at last). Ate with Hafizah, ChinMing and Julian Lee at the last table before the stone tables. Then, went for night walk with the P.E Leaders after walking around the Needlework room and I&E Room with Hafizah. Headed to the street soccer court, then to the basketball court then to the classrooms. Walked around level 1 and 2. All of us ran quickly, without anyone wanting to be behind, then Justin was like, "Eh everyone run sia!"
The guys headed to the Computer Lab while us girls headed to the Needlework room and went to shower. Had reflections for the night for the FunFit students while we slacked around. At about 11, headed to the canteen and found Edmund Choo with Joyomitro and ChinMing. Played Poker with ChinMing, ZhengYu and Justin, while the girls and Joyomitro slacked at one side. Surfed Facebook with Joyomitro's iPhone. Headed to bed with Nabilah at midnight. Lights out, didn't have pillows and the sofa was hard :\ Had a hard time sleeping, froze in bed... Had to go pee in the middle of the night. -.-
Day 2: Woke up with the rest and found Joyomitro with the rest at the canteen. Did 5BX with Karamjit I/C, embarrassing tothemaximum, zzz, the poses were super erxin tothefuckingmax. Then, had breakfast, before going to the I&E Room to slack. Headed out again and to the basketball court while guys played soccer and I used Joyomitro's iPhone again. Took photos and uploaded to Facebook ;x Played badminton with ChinMing before heading back, kinda' quarreled with him. Sorry..
Saw Ted outside the Music Room. (...) Punched a pillar before going back and out again to slack with Nabilah at the tables outside the I&E Room. Broke off from camp and said bye to ChinMing, ZhengYu and Justin. Joyomitro walked off soon after. Slept from 12.30 to 6, power siol. So yeah, currently blogging...
Dear piggy ZhanSong, my one and only boyfriend:
Hi. I really hope you're doing fine.. I don't know how to make you feel better, really... Bii, wo zhen de, zhen de super xiang ni ;( Feel like crying now, like fuck, what kind of a pathetic girlfriend am I?! I can't even take care of you, can't even look you up and cook something for you. I'm useless aren't I? Fuck. Sometimes I wish I wasn't here, then maybe you wouldn't have kept your hopes so high and wouldn't have had to worry for me all the time.. And you obviously wouldn't be so emo if I was never with you.
I don't know why you'd do all these for me, I don't know why. I love you bii :(
Take care, please.. You'll be leaving soon...fuck, I'd really fucking miss you so much that I'd cry and maybe, get all worked up and violent again. Shit, fuck it all.. Don't wanna cry...
This year's June Holidays sucks.
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