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"A special smile. A special face. A special someone I can't replace. A love so true. A love so deep. You're the one I chose to keep."


Thursday, 2 June 2011

I wanted you to be there when I fall.


Ever since you, BabyZS, came into my life, ever since 3 days before we played our relationship game, my life became a whole lot brighter. But, I expected us to maintain as that, friends. Maybe a little more, but never expected us to be boyf and girlf. Remember when you asked me what transport I used to get to school? I told you that I used a flying carpet, and a unicorn. :P Haha, those tiny moments, though I can't seem to remember, were the best. Because I remembered how I laughed at the tiniest jokes. You made me smile when no one else could, ever since Ted left. And now, he's gone. I need you, and only you. No one else matters. But if one day.., if we were to ever part, and I were to choose between Amani and you, I might choose Amani. She was there for me, she saw me cry, she saw me laugh. She saw through the fake smiles, she helped me up. Though she made fun of me and who I liked once, though we fell out often due to small quarrels or disagreements, but she was there, through it all. She's never left. Haha :P But, you might hate me for saying all this.. BabyZS, I love you, and only you. No other boy has made me laugh like you did, and no other boy has made me cried like you did. No other boy made my heart pound like you did, and no other boy loved me so daringly and bravely like you did. You make me feel complete, you complete me. <3 I love you, Ong Zhan Song. Forever and always, so long as you hold on. I'm still waiting, for all the times we'd get to spend together, 3 years down the road, when my freedom is granted. We'd go out, we'd hang out, in school, during breaks, and let anyone and everyone be jealous of us. We'd be the best. ^^ My dear, I want to spend forever with you, and forever is what I mean. I'm sorry I got lost these few days, sorry for being emotional as always. I promise I'll try my best to not to so anymore, I'll do my best to change into an optimist. For you. <3

I love you, OngZhanSong.

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