So yeah... Bii went to the Leadership program today. Don't know what time he'll be done. :( Miss him totheveryfuckingmax now. Hope he's not doing anything funny >< Bleh.
Bii, ni hai ji de mah? When we first met, all we did was say hi and then walked away. Then, there was the time when JingHui was talking about someone, and you walked past, and asked "Who?" LOL. It was super hilarious, I swear! Then she guailan-ed you, saying, "Aiya, not you can liao." :P Super cute max! Then, we started chatting online and on 13 April, you suddenly asked if your hairstyle look like shit. I told you it didn't look like, but you kept insisting that it was. Made me sad only. :( Then we started chatting and chatting on with no end on topics that had never crossed my mind. Then, we decided to put the relationship on 16 April 2011. I never expected us to become a couple, like, for real! Then, on the first school day after we put our relationship, both of us got disturbed like kns only by our classmates and the people around, and we even met outside Music Room because I told you I wanted to meet you :x And I kept saying "Hi" like a retard because you only looked at me :( Made me feel stupid you know :/ But nvm, ♥. And then, we went to eat with Ingrid because I asked her to tag along because I was fucking shy, LOL. And you kept disturbing me also, tell your friends that I'm your girlfriend! LOLLL.
So, we kept it that way, until the outing, when you held me close and did all the intimate stuff, which got me really confused about how you felt because I thought you didn't take the relationship for real, just like me. But you did. So I decided to, too. Then, we met up downstairs my house on 29 April. You hugged me, and initiated, a lot of times, to kiss. But I kept avoiding. Dui bu qi... T^T Then on 2nd May, you came up to my house this time. But we met outside, at the staircase. Before I left, you held me against the wall and kept coming closer, I wanted to avoid but...I decided to get it over with. Haha, MY FIRST KISS OKAY! >< Then I fell down and you helped me up x.x Embarrassing ttm. >.< Thenthen, we met again on 5th May, in your class, and we had our first long kiss, but I kinda' screwed it up :$ YouknowIknow >< DON'T MENTION HOR, EMBARRASSING TTM CAN. Haha, then we went out again on 21 May, watched Movie, again. And I kissed you, again. :x Hehehe ♥ Bii, I know, that throughout all this time we were together, you gave in a lot, and you overlooked a lot of things. You let me flirt with other guys, you didn't get mad when I constantly rejected your lustful thoughts, you didn't get mad when I purposely wanted to get you mad to test you, and you always loved me, wholeheartedly. Bii, I'm sorry if I don't show that I care. I'm sorry that I can't be like your ex-girlfriends, who could meet up with you anytime, any day. I'm sorry for being different from your exes, and more childish, more immature. :( But bii, wo zhen de hen ai ni... I wanna be your wife! I love you, forever and always, Ong Zhan Song. ♥
So, we kept it that way, until the outing, when you held me close and did all the intimate stuff, which got me really confused about how you felt because I thought you didn't take the relationship for real, just like me. But you did. So I decided to, too. Then, we met up downstairs my house on 29 April. You hugged me, and initiated, a lot of times, to kiss. But I kept avoiding. Dui bu qi... T^T Then on 2nd May, you came up to my house this time. But we met outside, at the staircase. Before I left, you held me against the wall and kept coming closer, I wanted to avoid but...I decided to get it over with. Haha, MY FIRST KISS OKAY! >< Then I fell down and you helped me up x.x Embarrassing ttm. >.< Thenthen, we met again on 5th May, in your class, and we had our first long kiss, but I kinda' screwed it up :$ YouknowIknow >< DON'T MENTION HOR, EMBARRASSING TTM CAN. Haha, then we went out again on 21 May, watched Movie, again. And I kissed you, again. :x Hehehe ♥ Bii, I know, that throughout all this time we were together, you gave in a lot, and you overlooked a lot of things. You let me flirt with other guys, you didn't get mad when I constantly rejected your lustful thoughts, you didn't get mad when I purposely wanted to get you mad to test you, and you always loved me, wholeheartedly. Bii, I'm sorry if I don't show that I care. I'm sorry that I can't be like your ex-girlfriends, who could meet up with you anytime, any day. I'm sorry for being different from your exes, and more childish, more immature. :( But bii, wo zhen de hen ai ni... I wanna be your wife! I love you, forever and always, Ong Zhan Song. ♥
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