You didn't reply when I asked if you were busy. Were you really that busy, or did you just not want to reply me? You could've told me. But you didn't. Disappointment fills me. It's hard enough to even strike up a conversation with you, but now, I have to go straight to the point and ask for a patch. And knowing that you'd reject me flat, I'm really lost. I don't know what to do, what to say, what to even think. What should I do? I want you to know that I love you, but I'm too scared to confess, I don't want to face rejection. Yet, I don't want to lose you either. (...) And I've no one to turn to anymore.. I just want to give up, so much..
Remember me? I used to be your favorite hello, your hardest goodbye, I used to be the person you wanted to talk to most and will miss me if you didn't get to talk to me. I used to be someone you wanted to be with every day and night, I used to be the first thought on your mind in the morning and the last thought before you go to sleep, I used to be the person who you wished to see me smile when I'm down and who wish I didn't cry, I used to be the most beautiful person to you. Yeah, I used to be that person. Do you still remember me?
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