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It's a sixteenth today.

Did memories run through your head? Have you thought about me at all? Have you come to a decision? Have you truly bothered about us, bothered about this relationship? I think you have cared for me and loved me. But, why did you stop? I'm just so confused. Gosh. (...)

For the past few days, a lot of thoughts have been running through my mind. Though I seem like a living dead now, with all the sleepless nights and the hopeless yawning in the early morning. Anyways, I'm going to a Buddhist talk again tonight. And whenever I remember that, thoughts of you, once again, flow in. And on this Sunday, I'm going on a trip to a vegetable garden or some sort, with my aunt and cousins. I just hope, that I won't feel too distracted and all, and they wouldn't ask anything nor tell me to cheer up or whatever shit because all I want is to patch up with you the second you return from Indonesia. I miss you. );

How are you doing there? Are you getting along with your mummy? I hope you are, since you are, afterall, a family. Are you feeling lonely? I'm over here. Have you fallen ill? I hope not, since you've always been a lazy ass and you never do take care of yourself properly. Slacker. ): I hope you'll come back to me after you return though. It's my only wish. Well...I'll end here alright. Bye. (:

At least, even for a while, I was the reason behind your smile.