Starting all over again.

Headed to Malaysia during the holidays, 10 June - 12 June. Was a little busy, had some fun with my younger cousins but damn, they are fucking immature. -.- Together with my maternal side's cousins, they're super awesome. ^^ Had a chat with my older cousin, Karen, and talked to her about guys and other stuff. Geez. :x So yup, celebrated Father's Day in advance, for my grandfather(paternal side), and went out for lots of food with them. Had lively conversations with my aunts and uncles, though some of them disturbed me because I was getting fatter and fatter, become pig le la! T^T

So anyways, after I came back, text-ed ZS immediately. And today...had ChineseOrchestra. Ingrid told me stuff, more things that I didn't know which was about the breakup. She told me that that stupid pig needed to "chill" while I wasn't at fault. Stupid pig. ): Wei semo ni bu ken gen wo shuo?! Wei semo yao cang zai xin li mian..); Dear, I've told you, no matter what status we hold, I'll always love you, no matter what. I don't give a fuck to anyone who hates me, I'll fuck the lives of those who hate you and I just want to be with you. No one else. Stupid pig, I don't want you to leave my side just because you have to think through stuff. ); These few days, I kept crying. I kept crying because I kept missing you. But last night, I told myself, that so long as hearing your name will make me smile, it's enough reason to have me holding on tight. I love you, Ong Zhan Song, no one else, no matter what you do, nor what you say, I don't want to and won't ever let go.