Recently, I've been participating more actively in the school's activities than I ever have. The reason behind, is that I just want to tire myself out so much that I'd do anything to accomplish it. I just want to fall asleep in bed immediately, being dead tired, and not wake up to a new tomorrow. Sometimes I don't even know why we live, I don't even know what to fight for in this world anymore. Nothing's worth the fight anymore, nothing. I just want a long rest, and I don't ever want to wake up again. And I've been trying to embarrass myself by dancing those stupid dances like the Let's Build Community song. Yes, the dance is embarrassing. And I shouldn't even dance, considering that I'm only a P.E Leader. The song isn't that nice either, but I still like doing it when I'm with my friends. And I don't even know why anymore. I've lost myself.
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