Fuckin' unreasonable.

To tell you guys the truth, I've had it with Spamers. I've had it with you people who constantly change emotions and treat me as if I'm your best friend yet sometimes treat me like a stranger and completely ignore me. It's as if I'm the only one bothering, like I'm the only one caring and wanting close friends just like everyone else. Yeah, you guys are your own circle and I'm just a spare tyre for you guys to pick and throw as you please each time we have to get into groups. Because I know when that happens, you guys will choose me only when there's one more space. Otherwise, it's just you you you. I've had it. Just because I wasn't required to go for the ERP for the graph-drawing, you guys kept saying, "Fuck you YiLin." and "Fuck off bitch." and stuff. And then you guys laugh. I don't even know whether I want to slap you all or just laugh it off and take it as a joke. Any idea how hurtful those words can be? Seriously. Why the fuck is it my fault when it's you guys who don't have a fucking clue on how to do it and didn't bother to ask me because of my horrible results in the past? The fault lies within you fuckers because you don't trust my work just because I flunked it in Semester 1 because I was lazy. You guys thought that it was just my excuse. So now I'm proving it to you that I can work hard and can make it, and you guys say these type of things. Seriously, there's just no one to go to at times like this, no one to speak to, no one to rant it all out to.