Insomnia.

Had the Monday Blues as usual, and went for P.E. Had NAPFA 2.4km, I got second last, 21 minutes.. Stitch pain acted up again as always, could see the disappointed in my friends' eyes. I didn't get to see you until after my run and I saw you in uniform. Headed back to class and had double Mother Tongue, wrote a composition of my mother and how I'm indebted to her, before it was D&T. Copied notes and headed for Recess after that. Was lagging behind YingLing, SingYing and Patrine and they seemed as if they were ignoring me, until when I was buying my meal and they started talking normally again. (...) Then, double Art. Guailan-ed the teacher until she got really pissed at me and just continued my work and kept spacing off.

Had Science after that and did more work before History. Mr.Ho took relief and then, Assembly. Had to go off for the ASEAN School Games(ASG) Tea Ceremony @ Nanyang Polytechnic. Wanted to look for WenXiang, Hafizah and Jarell but felt it was awkward so I had Justin Teo help me out, and talked to him for the first time. Turned out, only Jarell went and the other two girls didn't want to because they didn't feel like going. So...went with ZhiCheng, ChinMing, Vivien, Jazz, KaiXuan, Justin Pang, Jarell, Kieran, Jordan, Cheryl, Atika and Jessalin. The Sec1s were fucking immature and only Jazz was the only sensible one, seriously. So...went to the concert hall @ Nanyang Polytechnic and sat beside Jordan and ZhiCheng. Watched some dance, fell asleep, heard the Parliamentary Secretary, Hawari Daipi, give a speech.

Slacked around at the buffet after that and ate really little. Went off with ZhiCheng and saw hot guys over there. L O L. Saw Yio Chu Kang Stadium outside and reminded me of when you were at the Garnet cheer.. Headed home, cried, watched tv and just slacked around.

I just really miss you, y'know..? I miss the times when you came up to my house and would hold me by the waist and wouldn't let me go and wanted to kiss. When you came so close and we just kissed, when you stopped me from wanting to go away and back to my house and stopped me from thinking and just enjoy every second of us being together. I just miss those times so much, I just wish you'd still be here for me to spend time with. 'Cause recently, there'd been a few events that we would've been able to meet up. The One Community Walk, especially. And on every Monday, when we have P.E on the first period. But sadly it's all over..