So...yeah. He told me that he's afraid that if he and I were to get into a relationship, he'd end up like ZS. But the thing is, right now, the one he likes isn't me. So what is he thinking, to use me? Well, no matter, I won't get into a relationship with him. I don't know why but I feel this barrier between us whenever we speak, or whenever I think about us being together. It's just so...impossible. You know that feeling?
And, well...I'm planning outings lately. So weird? I know. So practically, the group Spamers, has decided to have an outing on 23 July 2011, to Junction 8 and to play basketball, if it's possible to arrange for it. And also, invitation from Patrine to go out next Saturday with Alvin, JiHyo, and company to celebrate Edwin's birthday. But considering the awkwardness between me and him now...I might not go. :/
It's just an infatuation. It won't happen, there's just no fucking way I'd fall for you.
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