Saturday, 9 July 2011
It's a lonely world of frightened people.
Today, went out to Bishan with Abigail(who arrived later.), Patrine, Alvin, Anhad, Gaofeng, JiaWei, JiHyo and WanKang(who arrived later.) So...met at the entrance of Bishan MRT Station, outside Junction 8. Saw Patrine, Alvin and JiaWei. Gossiped and talked with Patrine while waiting for others' arrival. Met up with Patrine, Alvin, Anhad, Gaofeng, JiaWei, and JiHyo and headed around and to Virtualand @ Junction 8. The guys played basketball and the girls(me and Patrine) slacked at the side. Then, met with Abigail and all of us headed to Koi Cafe. Alvin, JiHyo, Patrine, Abigail and me remained while the other 3 went off first, to the basketball court. Proceeded to the basketball court after getting our orders.
The guys played, then Abigail and I joined in. Played a 4v4 match - me, Patrine, Abigail, JiaWei and Alvin, Anhad, Gaofeng and JiHyo. WanKang then arrived when the guys went to get drinks. Slacked around until the guys decided to go to Junction 8. Abigail headed back. Went around and to Virtualand, they played Mariokart and basketball while Patrine and I slacked around again. Called JiaWei a jerk, then got pissed with him and kept very quiet. After that, headed to a food court and drank barley while Patrine drank Ice Lemon Tea. Doodled and talked about stuff before heading back to the basketball court. Left at 6pm, with JiaWei and Patrine. Back to Toa Payoh and went home.
I'm sorry I confessed to you and had a crush on you. I'm sorry I was so stupid and foolish. I'm sorry for taking the signals you sent, wrongly. I'm sorry I thought you had a crush on me and told the world that. Didn't look deep enough, I guess, and only got myself hurt when I found out that the person you liked was Shui Ling. Haha, how foolish can I be. (; Just gotta' tell myself to start moving on and stop crushing on people whom I know, will never love me back. Because I'm me, I'm useless and pathetic and stupid and mean and just plain retarded and lost in love. Didn't know you could give your account's password to so many people, jerk. Seriously, why did this happen, why does this always have to happen..
But I guess I should stop pitying myself now, since it just makes me seem like I want to attract attention.
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Randomly stumbled on your blog at 2 in the morning :P You'll probably just ignore this comment because it came from some random person at 2 in the morning, but in the small chance that you do read this, You're gonna do great things :) This is your moment.
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