Updating after the 'clique' outing. Headed to Toa Payoh MRT station at 11.15am and met up with Patrine and SingYing at the entrance. Proceeded to Raffles Place and changed lines and met up with Fenna at Bugis MRT's entrance. After that, went to Mos Burger and slacked there. The others did IPW while I ate my Mos Burger, since I wasn't in their IPW group.
After that, YingLing joined in. Left soon after and headed to Bugis Junction. After that, to Iluma and then back to Bugis Junction, then headed to KFC, bought cheese fries, got pissed off, and headed to a stairway at the MRT station and just slacked there. Took some group photos and then, headed home. Said bye to Patrine while I departed at Toa Payoh and she headed home at Bishan.
I don't get how they can act as if they're the best of friends, yet behind their friends' backs, they'd betray and backstab continuously. Just like how they did today. Wanted to pangseh us and just left, why bother still trying to suck up to me and her? Why bother still trying to say, "We're a team, and we'd never part no matter what." when they're all just lies. Do what you say, say what you mean, bitches. Seriously. Spamers is just a fucked up group, you guys are just so fake. So plastic. So two-faced, so slutty.
I went to Iluma today. Over there, I saw a lot of things that were for couples. Rings, necklaces, keychains, etc. The first place I went to was Couple Lab. I looked through the rings, and they just remind me of you so much. Though we've never gotten a ring, but if we do get back together one day, trust me, I'll make every second count and I'd give you the ring as a certain monthsary's present. ;) Then, I went to Otaku House. I saw many anime stuffs that you'd like.. And at Comics Connection, I saw anime wallets. I remember when you said you wanted to buy me a wallet, haha. There was this Whitebeard one that looked really cool. *hint hint* :P Well...yeah.
YingLing said that intimate couples disgust her. At that point of time, memories of us came flowing back into my mind. I remember when I held your hand and followed behind you while you dragged me, when I rested on your shoulder in the cinema, when we kissed and when I just hugged you so close and tight. I remembered when we used to hang out at the back of the canteen or in front, and people would stare, gossip and try to disturb us a little just for fun. I remember that there was this one time when you drank my green tea. :x And you bought noodles for me and didn't let me put back my cutlery and snatched from me. :P
And when you took my cookies after I persuaded you to have them, and when I gave you my English notes for you to revise to use a few better words for your composition for English Paper 1. And after I left when Ivy and Esther wanted to disturb us, you told me that Juztin said the cookies were nice and that you were proud of me. I remember when you calmed me down when I was really pissed. I remember when you called me and just before hanging up, you said, "I love you."
I remember when we had our first hug, you kissed me by the cheek, though blocked by my hair (:x), and whispered "I love you" really softly. I remember our first kiss outside my house, and how awkward it felt after that, and how I avoided you trying to kiss me last time. And how I used to laugh so hard and kept smiling like a retard and you'd say, "Why keep smiling hurhh?" and give the really cute face. I remember when we met on the fifth floor, and when we turned towards the lift, it was at the third story and I said, "Shit." and rushed home immediately. ><
I miss those moments, those tiny memories of us.
So...I suppose you got pissed off by your family. What's gotten into you recently..? You've been posting new stuffs about love, random stuffs, and this time, angry stuffs. I don't know what's on your mind anymore.. Honestly, I don't think I ever did. People have been telling me to give you up and leave everything behind. But how do you forget someone who gave you so much to remember? Alvin told Patrine that he thinks you have a new crush, and Patrine feels the same. I don't know what's going on but I don't want to know..
I'm really scared that it was all just a dream, and that I'm so invisible to you now that you could get over it in just a matter of seconds and woo a new girl so quickly. I hope it's just their thoughts, their imagination. I just hope that it won't happen. (...) Bringing me back to your recent status, well...I want you to calm down. Remember what you texted me in the past, remember to think in a more matured way. That way, you won't be angry anymore.. And now, I don't even know where the old ZhanSong has gone to, I don't even know who you are anymore.
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