Patiently, I sit in the dark.

Headed to school as normal. Had the Monday Blues before I went to school. ;/ Suddenly last night, a lot of memories ran through my mind. A lot. All the times with you, they all rushed back into my mind. So yeah, received a text from WeiXiang and we talked for a while then I stopped replying because I found out that, no matter what I do, people will still leave. So, I might as well just avoid everyone. Just alone.

Went to school and sat with SingYing. Patrine arrived and got abandoned with Crystal, Jonie and Sharlene while they went to buy their drinks. (...) They didn't give a fuck. But I kept it to myself and just moved on.. Then, proceeded to class feeling as sian as shit. Went for P.E for the first period, and Winny wanted me to go with her to the toilet. And I did. But I had to go ahead and have the pupils put their valuables into the valuables' box. Saw 3E2 - Ingrid, ZhanSong, Samantha, JiaWei, Alvin and the others.. (......) Went on to the field, did a lot of running and was dead tired by the time we were done. Time to go lose some fats. :/

Then, Mother Tongue. Slacked, wrote composition. Then, D&T. Did work after receiving my D&T book, 6/15.. Fuck. And then, Recess. Went to the bookshop for Pooky's uniform and with Patrine. Talked about guys and Patrine told me that Alvin said that JiaWei could stead with me, since he changes targets so quickly. But no damn fucking way. -.- Slacked with the clique, but I felt so left out... ;/ Felt like the whole world was against me all of a sudden. Next, double Art. Drew some fucked up self-portrait, she rejected my work. _|_ Retarded. Then, Science. Slacked, wanted to sleep but got my lazy ass to write work in my theory workbook to hand in. Last, History. Went through Chapter 3 notes and then left early at 1.40pm.

Met Hafizah outside the D&T block after going to the toilet with Patrine and the rest. Ate lunch and then headed to the AVA room. Was briefed by the two instructors, ours was Ona(the female.). Headed to City Square Mall and did all sorts of Mathematics questions with Abigail and Raza. Slacked at MacDonalds' after we were released but had to go back real soon after borrowing money from FanXing to buy my food. Feel so fucking bad just because I know he has a crush on me. ): Haiz. But whatever. Went back and boarded the bus, went to the Music Room and saw Ingrid, JoleneT, JiaWei, Alvin, JiHyo, Nathaniel and the rest. Went to the toilet with Winny and had a terrible headache in the car and drove home..


I'm willing to wait for you, for you to finally overcome your obstacles in your heart. Until that day, I'll keep waiting. I'll keep holding on. Every day, I'll fall in love with you more and more. I'll be here, no matter what.