All that matters now is that I'm still here for you.

"If a guy lets you go, he really loves you." I found this on some weird blog that I ended up on after blog-hopping for some time, about 100 facts about guys that girls should know. I'm not sure if this is true, but I do know that your feelings are dead, not that you love me. Fooling and deceiving myself seems to be a daily routine now, ehs? How foolish can I get, seriously.


Anyways, school today. Ingrid didn't come to school. :c Spent the morning slacking and barely talking to anyone except for Patrine and Fenna. P.E, I saw you going back to your class while I was heading for P.E. You came at my direction in your P.E, with Kiki. I got rather jealous, but just ignored it. Then...you vanished. Your class headed to play games, the guys went to basketball/soccer. You were there. Patrine and I slacked by the side, and I saw you again. Patrine said...you looked this way. Did you? :/

After that, double MT. Had to write a letter of complaint, then D&T. Headed to the D&T workshop and started on my project's base and I didn't get to see you. Went back to class, halfway through outside the band room, I saw you. And, Patrine told me you were walking towards my direction when Mrs Ang caught me for folding my skirt. Recess, ate with Patrine and Fenna. After that, double Art. Combined tables with Fenna and MinHao, renamed the United Nations (Y). Drew and completed my work.

Science, slacked. History, had to copy notes as usual. Then...Assembly. Before going to the hall, bumped into Miss Yap and gave her the repentance letter to redeem my books that she had confiscated. You walked past, and I tried to ignore you but still glanced at you. You walked behind me.. Together with the guys. Then followed by the girls, they started harassing Miss Yap so Winny, Fenna, Patrine and I decided to head to the hall. Saw you sitting at the front of your class, saw Colin and Janice, too.

Following after that, headed to 3E2 classroom to collect the books, saw Monica, Yingshan and the rest, together with Hongyu, doing their F&N retest. Had to remain silent before Miss Yap finally got the books. Collected mine and headed off with Patrine and Fenna, went different ways with Fenna and to the staff room and collected stuffs that Miss Yap assigned Fenna to take. Thanks to Mrs Lim, we managed to enter the staff room. Went to the Music Room and to the Hall, back and fro. Performed for the judges from the Marina Barrage, we were up to their standard and were to perform on 090911. :D