Somehow, I feel that...I don't really care anymore. Now that I look at the tumblr posts, now that I think real hard and deep enough.., I just feel that nothing's important anymore. Because somehow, with or without you, life still goes on. I'm actually amazed of myself being able to laugh even during the period when I was at my worst state of mind- during the holidays. Even though now, I don't smile much anymore, I still feel like there's some hope out there. But...I bet, tomorrow, those feelings will return. I want to say hi, just say hi. And...I want to watch your rehearsal for Teacher's Day. I want to be able to see you and be able to have eye contact with you without feeling any fear and be able to say hi. I don't want us to become strangers again, I don't want you to have a new crush. But things will change, nothing can remain forever.. I miss you, babyboy.
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