If you don't tell me anything, I won't ever know.

Classes as usual. Maths > 2xP.E > His > RE > Eng > Sci. Got caught by Mr Yeong for not bringing my Mathematical set when Miss Ng didn't notice, had to stand for the whole period. -.- Gossiped about stuffs with Amani, Fenna and Winny. Winny wanted to have a more feminine body, wtf. ._. History, went through work.. Recess, slacked with the same people, didn't eat. English, don't remember. Science, did test on electricity, I think I screwed up. Hopefully will pass. :/

After school, I went to the Music Room with Patrine and Singying. I had lunch while they accompanied me, I saw Juztin. I saw you. You were pushing Hongwei in his wheelchair and you were smiling and went all the way to the General Office, and then to the foyer. Marcus and a few others passed by and talked to you while you accompanied Hongwei and waited for the taxi. Halfway through, Supriadi came into the scene while I was looking at you and started shouting your name.

I'm not sure if you turned but..I got really pissed at him. I slipped down against the wall and broke down later. Then...you sent him off and went to the General Office to return the wheelchair, before going back to class. I went to 3N3 to assemble for Chinese Orchestra's sectional practice, you didn't come out until after some time. I was crying at that time, already.. I kept hoping to say hi to you, but every time I wanted to, it's either you or me that turns away immediately. And to tell you the truth, every single time I see any sec3 that I know, and is related to you, I get this really huge fear and I just want to avoid them and hide.

Especially your classmates. Yeehuan, Jolene, Samantha, Jiawei, anyone. So...you finally went out. And after I noticed you did, together with Malvis, I went up to the Music Room, knowing you were outside the staff room, and went to find Patrine. Abigail went back to class with me, I didn't get to see you.. Patrine told me she walked pass you and Mr.Yip. So...practiced as per normal. There's this performance coming up, on Teacher's Day, at night, at Marina Barrage. We've V.I.Ps. I just secretly hope that one way or another, I'd get to see you there. But I know I'm just lying to myself.

Anyway, I went up to your classroom(original) to find Patrine. We headed to the canteen and I walked towards the soccer field. I didn't get to see you, and I kept looking around. And I noticed Juztin, and saw you in the soccer attire. You were there, practicing. I'm glad you go for your CCA now. Went back to class after that and continued practicing. Colin and Ashley were next door, I think it was some monitor-related stuffs. They went off at about 4.30. Erhu got dismissed at 5, had to meet Miss Ng in the Music Room for debrief. Most of the people I know are going, which is...a good thing, I guess..

You talked to me, we dated, you got tired, we broke up. Maybe.., I'm just fated to be dumped by guys 'cause of how much I want and tend to hang on until it's really over.. I'm not needed by anyone, anyway.